Things I want to do with myself.

• Become more politically active. Figure out where I stand on issues, and support the issues I care about. I know I have things to say, and no matter how much I doubt myself at times, which can be a whole lot, I also know that there are things that need to be said. I might be the person who can say them.
• I can and do have an impact on the world around me, even if just a little bit
• I want to volunteer at the Woman's Shelter, at KOPN, and really anywhere else.
  
• Decide where my future is going.

Other things of importance. Like Magazines I would perscribe to if I had money and a permenant mailing address.

• Bitch
• I'm checking out the new podcast from the latest issue, on consumerism! They are talking about the recession... And I think that, really, I don't know much about being conservative because I am always trying to spend as little as possible. So yeah. I have been spending money, because I have it... but I don't spend friviously. I spend when I need to, or when I really WANT to, and know I can afford it. Maybe that bass guitar was a bad investment, seeing as I don't play it. I'm thinking about taking it back. I don't know if that is from guilt about it from my mom, but I think I might have bought it on a whim in the first place, wanting to feel that musical connection and fulfill that obligation I felt toward ex boyfriend #3. Or #4. Whatever.

Ex Boyfriend #1: First boyfriend, too old for me, loved magic cards more than me.
Ex Boyfriend #2: Crazy pothead phishhead. No thanks.
Ex Boyfriend #2.5: Uh, he doesn't really count. We kissed twice and talked on AIM for about a month.
Ex Boyfriend #3: CRAAAAAAZY motherfucker. Bassist in metal band. Bad idea.

So, he's Ex Boyfriend #3. So there.

This bitch podcast is weird/scary. I like food. I want to uh... stop being chubby, and I want to not have to worry too much about counting calories or what I eat. I just want to be healthy and look sexy naked.

• KNITTING IS AMAZING

• Bust
  
• Jezebel

What the hell is towel with the get down stay down? Haha, Indie rock... We brave beastings and all.

I should go look them up.

Am I a hipster? I want to buy a digital camera, but I also want to buy a ridiculous dress at the rennisance festival for a badass halloween costume.

It's always too late to recognize what you should have done once you are done.

Gender in the current music scene? Bah. It sucks.

Gender everywhere kinda sucks. It should not matter so much, but whatever. :) Women who play music must be sluts. Or something.

YAAAY society.

The musicians in that concert I saw the other day... them. The Decemberists! The girls in their band are HOOOT, and also AMAZING.

And mostly amazing.

I want a T-shirt... I think I will order one. Or maybe I will order an Eric Hutchinson T-shirt. But that would be expensive.

I just found Day's amazing blog, Day in Washington. It's wonderful and amazing. I hope I can have as cool a job as her someday. And do things that are important, and make a difference somewhere. My DREAM.